it's all for him

She tried to be happy
To forget the pain inside her
She don't know what to do
All she can is to think about...

She forced herself to fall asleep
Trying to escape from what she feels
But the result was daydreaming
That made herself crying

She thought crying will make her alright
She cried and cried until she got tired
But she was absolutely wrong
Because the end only made her confuse all day long.

She made herself busy
Doing little things, pretending it was easy
Every second and every minute were uncertain
Because her heart and mind were occupied by her destiny

She looked for a shoulder to lean on
Believing that it will give her reason to go on
But no one wants to be her strong companion
Except from the SONGS she has from then on

She don't know what happened next
She found herself kneeling in front of HIM
Crying and begging for forgiveness
For all the time she had neglected HIS presence

After spending so much time with HIM
She found the happiness she was looking for
Her questions were answered
Her mind and heart were enlightened.


I said , she has confusion all day
She spent the day with nothing
But she was able to find SOMETHING
Which brings good and light feeling

She talked and asked HIM
"What is your plan,please let me know them"
HE said,"DEAR, don't be bothered,
I am just preparing the BEST,IN THE BEST I CAN."

Finally, her tears run down
At the same time , she feels so calm
Because of the comfort given by HIM
And because of the LOVE showed by HIM.

Her day ended with this words,
"Whenever I am afraid , I will trust in you,
I will be open to your call from now on,
And I will serve as your mouthpiece for them to hold on."

She closed her eyes with a smile,
A clear and wholehearted smile
Because GOD made her hold on again
And gave HIS promise that HE will be with her 'till the END.